I know it always happens, people end up hating me. It’s not worth talking to to people on tumblr if we have really great conversation but then just stop when I really thought I’ve done nothing wrong. At this point I’m so fragile that fake internet friendship breakups hurt! So don’t do this to me if you intend to ignore me for no reason! I’d like to have zero emotions and my life is tumultuous I can’t have this. I might delete all at once everything on the Internet and I don’t want to exist in the first place!
At this point tumblr hasn’t done anything. It’s something I do to avoid life. It is as bad as second life when I used to do that shit. Six years on this site is enough. I’ve got to move on. If I want my art to gain exposure, portfolio sites exist for a reason. And Instagram works pretty well too.
I won’t delete or deactivate. At least deleting the phone app will have me off this site completely. Practically quitting cold turkey and I do that to many things I become to obsessed with when I feel it is no longer healthy to my well being. This site is no longer healthy.
